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An Ugly Remembrance: Auschwitz

27 Monday Jan 2025

Posted by michael schinker in Auschwitz, Holocaust, suffering, Uncategorized, war

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Today marks the 80th anniversary of the liberation by Soviet soldiers of Auschwitz, the German extermination camp in Nazi-occupied Poland. More than 1.1 million European Jews died there in gas chambers or crematoria behind the walls and barbed wire hiding horror and suffering beyond description.

Looking back over six or seven thousand years of our blood-spattered world history, the “Final Solution,” as the Nazis euphemistically referred to the extermination of Jews, gypsies, the disabled, criminals, homosexuals and others deemed unworthy persons, must rank among the top five on the list of brutalities committed against innocent human beings.

The imprisonment process took away everything from a person, no matter what age. They lost gold teeth, shoes, clothing, their dignity, even their names — substituted by tattooed numbers. I’m guessing many lost all hope and even a glimmer of what was left of their faith. Then, they lost their lives.

Recently I saw a post of the railroad tracks going into the gate at Auschwitz with this text over the photo: “If there is a God, he will have to beg for my forgiveness.” It had been carved on a wall inside a building there in the camp.

Today I plan to pause, alone, and listen to a powerfully moving work by composer Henryk Górecki titled “Symphony of Three Sorrowful Songs.” The setting of the first is a Fifteenth-Century lament from the Monastery of the Holy Cross in Romania, and the third replicates a mournful folk song in the dialect of a region in southwest Poland. The source of the second movement’s text, sung so woefully by soprano Joanna Koslowska, is a prayer written on the wall of a Gestapo cell in Zakopane, Poland, by an 18-year-old girl imprisoned there. The town’s name means “buried.”

In an interview Górecki spoke about the horrific events of the war and commented that “Those things are too immense; you cannot write music about them.” I agree with his sentiment, but must argue that his composition has indeed sadly accomplished what he denies is possible.

Thanks to his sorrowful music, I will never forget, even if, in a vain effort to erase the images of unspeakable brutality, I want to.

Living the Carnival Life

25 Monday Sep 2023

Posted by michael schinker in Jesus Christ, religion, suffering, Uncategorized

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Ever feel like you’re stuck living the carnival life? The origin of the word carnival derives from Latin to describe a festival of unrestrained indulgence before depriving oneself of pleasure, particularly meat, just before the start of the Lenten season.

It’s like a night out at the County Fair. Who can resist browsing the midway – the lights and sounds, the aroma of funnel cakes and bacon-wrapped corn on the cob. Then there’s the irresistible lure of crazy amusement rides. The Ferris wheel, bumper cars and the dizzy tilt-a-whirl, so much fun it’s worth the risk of puking on yourself or someone else the corn dogs you ate ten minutes ago.

Who can pass by the game booths? Just throw a couple balls at a clown figure and win that big stuffed panda for your kid. I’ve lost more than a few bucks and my manly honor trying that scam.

Eventually though it’s time for the long walk in the dark through the parking lot to the car, to go back home to real life. Back to piles of laundry and bills, the job that sucks, the strained relationships, into an unknown future.

The story of this Carnival Life may be one way to portray our desperate effort to somehow medicate ourselves out of the real life of desperation and the struggles we face. But this is the physical plane we all live on. There is, however, another dimension, the unseen spiritual realm, just as real as the physical. Mystics, seers and tarot card readers would have all gone out of business long ago without cashing in on an innate yearning to find answers to the meaning of life. It seems to remain an ever-present popular arena of speculation, with cable programs featuring investigations into the paranormal, literally the “alongside” normal.  Religion wouldn’t be what it is without teaching about faith in something beyond this tangible world.  

Every civilization throughout history has made its own unique effort to deal with the possibility of whatever lies beyond this visible world, through myths of deities and greater powers controlling the universe and our destinies. How do we know what’s true, dependable, and life altering enough to rescue us from the doom of fear and despair?

What’s your answer? It can’t be sex, drugs and alcohol, or the endless pursuit of selfish gratification. That’s the Carnival Life.

Here’s what I have discovered, after my own long search for worth and significance, for an answer to what lies beyond the grave. My personal relationship with Jesus Christ gives meaning to not only my temporal life now but to the eternal to come. As recorded in John’s gospel, He said “I have come that they [who believe in Me] may have life.” (John 10:10) Written in Greek, the word there for “life” is “zoe” and it means so much more than being alive, which would be “bios,” or more like just biologically surviving. It conveys rather the meaning of the best, fullest, vital, most satisfying life. It is what Adam and Eve were to enjoy before eating from the forbidden tree rather than the tree of life. We all know how that went.

Real life is more than a life style. It is a Person. My suggestion to you is stay away from the carnival, stop feeding on the world’s enchanting entertainment and junk food. Jesus said “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never go hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.” (John 6:35) The trials and struggles we face will not go away, but He will always be “The Way, the Truth and the Life” through every inevitable trouble. That’s a promise. (John 14:6)

Hope for the best. Be prepared for the worst.

01 Saturday Apr 2023

Posted by michael schinker in suffering, tornadoes

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Early this morning I was sitting comfortably at my kitchen table enjoying a mug of freshly brewed coffee and a warm cinnamon roll when suddenly it “dawned” on me that some folks today don’t have a chair to sit on or even a house to put a chair in to sit on. Last night, unusually powerful storms with killer tornadoes ripped through five Southern and Midwestern states leaving a trail of miles-long destruction behind in their wake. First responders describe the damage around Little Rock, Arkansas as “catastrophic.” The videos of black, swirling monster funnels sucking up debris at 150 miles an hour are ugly and frightening.

Today hundreds of victims of Springtime severe weather’s latest wild rampage are trying to pick up the pieces, and worst of all, some are grieving the loss of loved ones. The trauma of such a tragedy as this will go on for a long while. In the aftermath, I’m sure that many folks affected are asking the question “Why?”

Meteorologists can explain the “how” of such an outbreak. The jet stream, low pressure centers, Gulf moisture. Natural elements all came together for the perfect storm — perfectly wicked. Climate change activists as usual will chime in with their “woe is the world” lament and blame all of us for our selfish use of gas-powered lawn mowers. The truth is more likely that it can be attributed to the fact that we live on a very dynamic planet. Tectonic plates shift. Hurricanes form. Ice ages come and go. Some things are just plain out of our control, and we don’t like it, especially when it interrupts the peace and normalcy of our everyday lives. I don’t like flat tires or tornadoes. But they happen.

Why terrible things happen to some while others seem to escape at least for the moment is an age-old mystery. Is it serendipitous? Am I blessed and others not? Who can we blame? God? The devil? Theologians and philosophers have dealt with this issue in countless volumes for centuries, with little in the way of conclusions, except that maybe in a fallen world, the human experience – good or bad —  is what it is.

The Storm Prediction Center experts are expecting another outbreak in the very same geographic areas this coming Tuesday. Someone once said “Hope for the best. Be prepared for the worst.” I guess that’s practical advice, especially for circumstances beyond our control. But for me, rather than fall into a resignation of fatalism, I will instead remember my personal consolation for a future unknown is found in Psalm 46:

“God is our refuge and strength,
an ever-present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way
and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,
though its waters roar and foam
and the mountains quake with their surging.”

If the “why” question intrigues you intellectually, may I suggest C.S. Lewis’ The Problem of Pain. It’s an excellent study on how suffering can actually lead us away from anxiety and doubt to life altering hope and faith.

Peace everyone.

I need a spoonful of sugar, right now!

02 Sunday Jul 2017

Posted by michael schinker in perceptions, religion, suffering

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Disney’s 1964 musical-fantasy film Mary Poppins was replete with happy tunes, but one that recently came into my head and stayed for days was the song that includes the lyrics “A spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down, The medicine go down, The medicine go down.” I even started humming it. Involuntarily.

Wondering about what practical truth this cute aphorism means to convey I did some research. One article I read stated that experts have actually discovered that infants who are given sugar feel less pain during injections than those who go without. Pediatrician Paul Heaton discovered that a tiny amount of sugar can actually ease the discomfort felt by babies when receiving their shots. A few drops of a sucrose solution put on their tongues before an injection was found to act as an analgesia, effectively blocking the pain they felt in their arms or bottoms. Dr. Heaton reported that “The sweet taste works through nerve channels in the tongue that perceive sweetness in the brain which reacts by producing endorphins, a pain reliever.” He claims his practical studies have revealed what parents have known and proven for generations — that a sweet treat works best to distract discomfort of any sort.

Interestingly, while thinking about this premise it dawned on me that Mary Poppins’ childish refrain may convey wise advice indeed, well beyond the scope of mere practical medicine. Here’s why.

To my dismay, a close friend of mine and I occasionally engage in a spirited but amicable repartee regarding the seeming inevitability of trials that befall everyone at one time or another. He consistently drags out his Bible’s well-worn verses from the Book of James that champion the necessity and benefits derived from suffering. I myself would prefer that suffering and affliction not be a part of life, mine or anyone’s. He and James say it must be so in this current age of fallen man. I say I don’t like that reality, and remind him that even Martin Luther didn’t want to include James within the scriptural canon. He says, well, it’s still there.

The problem of suffering in this life has been agonized over (pun intended) for centuries. Every religion tries to posit an answer. In this post, I have no intent to resolve the issue, but I have a thought I want to share. It’s mine; and I’m not a theologian, just a person who believes in a God who wants to help me deal with issues that trouble my soul.

Here goes. So, what if – what if – we interpret physical or emotional suffering as a form of medicine we need to take to help cure us from something even worse, from spiritual diseases that could eventually be fatal: like a prideful, selfish arrogance that says “I’m the center of the universe. It’s all about me.  It’s my life and I want it my way, and I’m living for myself whatever it costs me or the rest of the world around me. And I certainly don’t want or need any divine help.” Did you notice that there was a lot of “I” in there, (that would be ego) instead of the “I Am” (that’s God’s name)?

And what if . . .  the complimentary dose of sugar represents . . .  faith? Without it, without the realization that in the worst of circumstances God is with me, cares about my pain and has a purpose for everything no matter how unconscionable, life’s intense struggles can be difficult and maybe impossible to endure. No, lacking a deep rooted faith, the medicine alone – affliction or whatever you call it — will be bitter, and I will spurn it. I will just stubbornly suffer to spite my suffering.

Am I implying that a callous, disinterested God wants us to suffer? Causes cancer, AIDS, mental illness? Kills babies and children, delights in destructive hurricanes and earthquakes and wastes the lives of countless innocent people in the horrors of war? Certainly not. The Bible portrays the Creator’s character as quite the opposite. “In the beginning,” God, never intending for His creation to descend into a world of pain and death, “saw everything that He had made, and indeed it was very good.” (Gen. 1:30) We actually have a loving God, “compassionate and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in lovingkindness” (Ex. 34:6), who can use pain and brokenness to our advantage, for our ultimate benefit, to refine his followers in holiness, and to bring unbelievers to a place of surrender, belief and dependency. Pain, in the light of eternity, should never be portrayed as pointless or as an end in itself. So suffering can be redemptive. Mourning can turn into dancing. (Psalm 30:12)

Is faith the necessary prescription I’m looking for, the sweetness that balances out the distasteful? This curious analogy became personally more relevant recently when two families I know suffered the tragic loss of their sons, just in their twenties. It’s a parent’s worst heartache. Inconsolable grief, for the families and those of us who loved them. No reasonable, rational answers can be found to soften the great sadness that will never go away. Like Job we lament the great gravity of our distress, “Oh that my grief were fully weighed and my calamity laid with it on the scales!” It’s immeasurably heavy.

Isaiah 53:3 says prophetically that even the Christ Himself would be “A man of sorrows and acquainted with grief; and like one from whom men hide their face.” We have then a God who understands our plight, our desperation in this fallen world full of trials, struggles, disappointments, suffering and death. He is kind enough though to provide comfort in the worst of tragedies by assuring us that He “causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.” (Romans 8:28)

Maybe we need the strong medicine. Ever heard the expression, “There are no atheists in foxholes”? Facing imminent death, perhaps even the most hardline skeptic in the fury of battle may hope for the possibility of some saving grace bestowed to even the most wretched of lost souls and be saved with a simple childlike dose of faith.

Do I understand it? No. I don’t know why life is so short for some, or suffering so long for many, or why billions of galaxies are out there in a seemingly endless expanse of space while we drift alone on this particularly privileged planet. But as directed I will take a spoonful of faith in the One who holds it all together. Ironically, even the sugar of faith will at times itself be tested, for its validity and effectiveness.

So I guess I will sheepishly condescend to my friend in the faith who encourages me through every little bump and major tremor in my own personal life with the provocative admonition of James to “Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. And let endurance have its perfect result, so that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.” (James 1:2-3)

Oh, I almost forgot. The chorus ends with a line that cheerfully declares that, with some sugar, “the medicine goes down . . . in the most delightful way.” Well, let’s try it and see.

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